im so damb happy now
cos i just came back from my dearie laogong house xD
though onie her sister at home
his parent still left angbao for me
his sister is so pretty and she cook dinner for me
such a nice girl =]
but im too shy to talk to her =x
and finally i saw the cute lil white doggie
but i dont dare to touch cos it bites
laogong seem to be better today =]
i miss him like hell
so i give him a BIG huggies and BIG kiss =p

i went to my cousins house today
mahjong session and dadi
my cousin baby is so cute but i forgot what is her name
but i can remember my cousin oso called GARY xD
well im the second smallest cousin and my didi the last
so it wont be strange to see them having a baby or even more

ytd i went to my ah ma house early in the morning
i feel so sleepy the whole day
the place was small packed with lotsa ppl
nothing special there
went to my godparent house
and found out that their son is actually a music director
who won prizes of i believe[fan yi chen] and mo shen ren[tanya]
he works on concert for many superstars too
like stefanie sun recently concert
and heard just for one hour he can earn 2400 dollars
for an advertisement
he thought only for 5 mins and he earn 800 dollars
with many drop jaw events xD

the reunion dinner i had for new year eve
was fabulous
i have steamboat and hotplate
i enjoy myself with all those food xD

its cny eve today
and papa is back from hospital =]

so much things havent bought yet
i think i look kinda simple this cny
footwears not bought yet
my skirt not bought yet
and even accessories
i dont have the time and mood to be out shopping
im lazy xD

im heading off to bukit merah later on
to my grandma house for the reunion dinner =]
im cant wait to eat the steamboat lahx x)
but the journey there will be quite long and i hate that =x

i cant wait to see all my relatives either from mommy side or papa side
my god parent and cute cousins
e5sians who are going to mdm teh house
and of course ade xyndee sy joey and others
im still waiting for ade to msg me where to go xD

im oso looking forward to see laogong
though he wasnt well yet
but i think you will let me go one right xD
let's see
heeheex~

i feel so dead right now
after tearing lotsa paper and tidying the house

school was as usual
but im getting to enjoy geo lesson more
its less stressful during mrs loh lesson now
cox she will smile and joke around with us =]
though i use to hate her lahx =x
i had been staying back after school this week
either its remedial , test or NE quiz
i hate that it makes me feels so tired
during today eng lesson was so fun
its the first time i see the whole class doing something for the class
tahiya gives us the 2 periods of time to spruce up the class with angbao
meiyun and jane thought me how to make fish using that
i make lotsa FAT fishes
we have all our name on it
and i put gary name on mine too
with a tiny baby fish with it xD
mohsin also did one like mine =]

my back is still as usual
my mommy said i surely is sprain my back
i cant sit for too long or stand too long
suppose to see the doctor today
but im too frighten to go

went to see xiaxue's blog just now
and she diamond-ed her pinkv3
that what i want to do to my phone earlier
but its too costly to let the people do for you
if i have the time
i will D.I.Y myself =]

i always have the urge down to his house
probably tml or friday
he told me his weight and i was so SHOCKED
that too light for a guy like him
and he's even lighter than some girls
missing him dearly

so bored
my back is killing me >.<
feeling that my throat have some yucky stuffs inside
so painful sia
and the food i ate just felt so bland
i lost my tastebud x(

one week didnt see laogong liao ler
first time for so long
i miss him loadx
dont dare to call him
was afraid that i will disturb him from resting

i didnt have enough shopping with my girls
now i feel like buying some accessories and shoes to doll up myself
i cant buy high heels yet
cox i dont want to be a penguin xD
had a hard time saving money to get my cny stuffs
aiya
shujuan budget lahx xD
my girls had all get their new baggie and new shoes
but not me x(
so envy

ke lian de laogong couldnt go out and buy clothes
maybe i should help him buy
heheex~
den knock knock on his door
*surprise*
but must see whether i have the time after school or not
and not forgetting the money i need

last sunday laogong accompany to simei and have dinner
while eating he starts to nb
if u donnoe what it nvm =]
went to eastpoint bcox laogong wasnt feeling well
so we went to the highest level where got lots of bench to let him rest
he was really sick
bused home
but he went to meet his mommy and sis at tmall

school was as usual
nothing much happen
but i know im buzy with my studies
i had set my own target and of cox my goal =]
much more effort to put in to succeed

monday
p.e sucks
was asked to run up the atrium and down again
sit ups
jump steps on both legs and single leg
sit ups again
push up
sit ups again
and then the worse came
2.4 km run
im dead

tuesday
im supposed to go to republic poly
but i chose to go for e5 chalet
woo i had so much fun playing mahjong with them
i been munching the food that js cook with ttwf
we two camped ourself besyde the pit and the food just went down our throat smoothly xD
and peers at the pit were crapping
some how i felt myself at antactica xD
i went home early that night
thanks gs and delynn for sending me to the bus stop
they are sucha nice sweetie
and they make my day =]
was chatting with laogong on the fone when i was in the bus
he still unwell

wednesday
laogong went to see a doctor
he wont be well that fast
due to some illness
i wont mention cox he wont like it
so shall zip my big ass mouth =x
i cried bcox of some unwanted words from his mouth
he ish so notty
but still im worried of him

thursday
i went out to find xyndee at sy shop xD
we 2 bused to find ade and moses at marine parade having some fries on the way
shop around parkway
ate YongTauFoo at the hawker
and we bused to suntec
saw moses mom shop
and we went there
xyndee and ade were so fear of how i drew my eyeliner in the toilet
hahaax~
that the way i drew a thin one
if a thick one i wont drew it tt way =]
walked to marina sq
we 3 bought something at SASA
was playing with the splash glitter
and my hands start to shimmer and shimmer xD
bought a top at REEV
and mrted back to tam
they continue shopping and i went home
i feel my body issnt tt well
and really im down with fever

ytd
i wondering whether i shld go to school or not
in the end i went
but during math lesson
i went to see a doc
first time ever i go alone
was so nervous
and the nurse had a hard time finding my data
cox i didnt seek a doctor for a long 6 years
bought carrot cake home
had my medicine
my body feeling so weak
back ache like hell due to MR LEE lahx
i hate p.e
i dont like doing all those exercises

laogong and i were sick together
i miss him so much
hope he get well soon
i know he is suffering now
im so worried bout him

whoo!~
i finally bought something for my cny xD
bought a top at heeren and a jean at far east
laogong bought a jean frm heeren 77 st and top frm far east 77 st xD
i like the clothes i bought ytd =]

after leaving orchard
we went to watch movie at cs




moonlight in tokyo [nc16]
leon acts as a mentally retarded grown up x)
he looks so ragged at first
but after that bling bling so handsome =]

i came by one of my sisters ytd
i dont want to mention who she is
i was so happy to see her
but what she says to me make me start to feel sort of sad
she told me her bf told her
his feeling to her had fade
she told me that this mean they going to break soon
and i was like why this type of things happen so many time??
and they were together for more than one year

seeing so many sisters saying they break becox of something like this
i was scared that the next victim will be me
laogong had lesser time to spend with me
im scared that one day he will tell me this
i treasure every moment with him
cox nobody knows what will happen next
i dont want to be hurt
my love for him is still burning strong
im always so sensitive
but everything came so unexpected
i dont want this to happen to me
neither do i want to see it happen on others
will there really be everlasting love??
i really miss him =[

finally the rain had stop for a day xD
ytd nyte
i went to have dinner with sy and xyndee @ tmall
shop ard some places but i still didnt get my cny clothes
sy and xyndee bought many stuffs
and i help sy to carry one bag xD
my hand feel so empty while they two were bz carrying their stuffs

today its the black friday
its a really bad day for me
actually im looking forward for today
but it was all ruined
a moody day for me
laogong suppose to fetch me after school
but during chem
was told by friends that he was sick
sadded
thought i can see him today but . . .
went home myself
i still prefers to be with the 1989 batch
i should have study hard lahx
if not i wont be in this state ler x(
meiyun wasnt feeling well today
and she went home during recess time
have a hard time finding teacher to sign the blue form
due to some reason
i start to find that what black aces plan wont work
mohsin ask the members not to change place
we agree with it
but it turns out that all the malay girls joining our grp when tahiya not ard
they make so much noise
i couldnt study during lesson
not only me who cnnt study
but the rest of the class
especially Syz****
she just influencing the malays
mohsin start to join her to talk and not to study
and the malay girls actually keep singing numa numa
such a pain
she just tyco to get promoted
if she dont want to study does it mean that she can disturb the class and make so much noise??
i want to say IM NOT RACIST
but i cant stand all those unwanted sound in class during lesson
i dont want to do badly for o just becox i couldnt concentrate in class


*pray hard*

laogong to get well so he can pei me go orchard like what we had plan

the sky not to cry again

to get my cny clothes tml

6:42 PM

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

it had been raining all this while
everyone please rmb to gai bei bei at night oHh xD

ytd went to bras basah
wanted to get some black paper for my group
but the art friend was close x(
so me and laogong walk down to suntec
on the way at citylink
we come by this 3 person
there is this boyfriend girlfriend and a guy
guy was kneeling down on the floor and held on tightly to the bf jeans
and he keep nodding his head to the ground
and the gf was like calling dont know who
everybody who walk pass stops there
causing like some actors filming some show xD
but i think is either the guy molest the girl or took photo of what inside her mini skirt
after suntec we walk to bugis
went to gift a name
cox laogong wants to make a hp chain
he puts some diamond and its so nice =]
then went to bugis street
the clothes there seem so ah ma =x
saw sw delynn siriporn and gS
so didnt bought anything home
oya bras basah have a BIG popular
3 storey and the 2nd storey is a cafe

im having load of fun with black aces
today we wrap our table after skool
will continue with it tml
and i get my art o level theme today
should start to plan now =]

4:50 PM

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

i hate p.e
all thanks to mr ryan lee
ytd he ask us to run one round the school
after that do sit-up
then to atrium and jump on the steps
and we gerls were all tired
but he ask us to run another run the school
causing me todae having muscle pull x(

i simply have fun with BLACK ACES
i like the group load
my class contains
black aces , termites , disney babies and jokers
interesting right??
heex~
wonder how is the outcome after each group finish their table decoration
and their own group corner
i sure black aces will do a great job in it
we have been planning that during class
and later on i will be going to get some stuffs for my group x)
like what mohsin told me
we should make the class interesting
if not we wont enjoy ourselves in school studying x)

and after school
after a nap i went to tmall to meet ade and moses
i know im a light bulb xD
but i hope they dont mind ehx
heex~
went around tmall to find some cny clothes
and esss friends xD
ade bought a very lovely suit for herself
me??
i didnt went home empty handed
i bought a pair of black thick shoe laces
hahaax~
but not or me
is for my ah zhu de xD
the bai chi moses
keep meowing all the way
he is a BIG BIG BAI CHI
and ade she is a great eater
hahaax~
she keep eating ytd xD

will be going out with laogong today to bugis x)
i miss him <3
bubbye *wave wave*

1:52 PM

Sunday, January 08, 2006

yawn yawn
bored again

ytd evening went to meet laogong
just went for a lil shopping x)
actually is we want to see each other xD
i miss him so much
after some walk we bought some chicken stick and apple turnover
to fill our groaning stomach

a day at home for today
my hands still refuse to touch my hw =x
maybe i do it later but not the eng holiday assignment
cox its not interesting at all xp
shujuan lazy piggy xD

im missing my gerls real loadx
i had long to see them all
wonder how are they doing now
let hope that we can meet soon x)
especially on cny rmb the steamboat??
heex~
have to plan it before it's too late =]

and of course im looking forward to e5 chalet
though i cannot stay over
cox i still have to go to school
but im sure it's a great opportunity to keep in touch with them =]

laogong went to work today again
so left me facing the laptop
BORING xD
missing the zhu zhu laogong

2:22 PM

Saturday, January 07, 2006

so bored right now

i had many weekend homework to be done
ss geo bio eng chem math and art
so damn stress
too much things to be done
o level tension surround me

chinese new year coming soon
just feel nothing seem to make me feel excited anymore
after all my friends had left the school
no more shouting and waving to one another x(
wondering when will i getting my new year clothes
all sisterx been busy working
maybe its also hard to make space to celebrate cny together
what to do
who ask me dont want to study well
always one year slower than the rest
i haben decide what to wear this year
all i can say
nothing seem to be special to me liao
im sick of the life im having
argh
maybe like what evon say live till 20 years old is more than enuff

im missing him
a desperate ache gnawed at me whenever we are apart x(

i just hate to be alone

4:30 PM

Friday, January 06, 2006

HAPPIE ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY LAOGONG!~

i had a great day today
but not during the school time
school was real bored
especially with only 20 people in your class
so i decided to sit with jane after tahiya left
and i can crap with her
after school laogong was waiting for me at the bus stop
with a BIG pinky teddy in a bag
he told me that he will be waiting at the opp one ytd
but in the end not xD
and i was like with jane
grabbing her hand saying
ta bu yao wo ler. . ta bu yao wo ler. .
and i was so scare that this lil piggy of mine
maybe still in his bed dreaming xD
we walked to tmall which we didnt do that for a very long time
and we have our feast at seoul garden
yum yum
laogong had been a king in there
asking me to peel off the shell of the prawns xD
after that we went home
and we two back home dreaming again xD
the pink teddy on my bed
with a zai and b zai
and was like i only take 3/4 of my bed to sleep
it's not that i had a small bed
but is that the bear on my bed are BIG
especially their butt xD

ytd i didnt go to school
and i meet laogong in the noon to bugis
bought him clothes again x(
shujuan big big failure
something better during valentines day xD
eat at simlim
and we back to tmall
we went to ga jiao wq at popular xD
shop around tmall and went home


sweet memories spend with laogong recently ("v")

7:43 PM

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

020106
went to watch a chinese tall story with laogong
the movie was funny though i find it lame =x
nicholas tse acting in the movie was so gayish
that is where the laughing point arise
i dont feel like going to school the following day
and i was like
wo ke yi bu yao qu xue siao mahx??
asking laogong loadx of time
hahaax~
i just feel the holiday was so short
but i just need the pocket money
greedy arx xD
in the end money si wan neng de xD

030106
first day of school
wake up around 5.30am
had a hard time in the bus
cox everyone was like asking their parent to follow them to school
causing the bus to be filled easily
and some people just wouldnt wan to move in
thank god that im standing at the far back
to let other passengers in
da jia dou xiang zao dian hui jia chi fan xD
remember this sentence
it came from this rice advertisement xD
nobody will think im selfish
and of course i had loadx of air
who ask those people who dont want to move in
causing other to squeeze in the front
guess what
my form teacher and tutor is ms tahiya and mdm chin
damn sian
they was like talking and talking for the first 4 lessons
mdm chin was like
i teach 4e3 last year and they are just lovely people
she says that ton and ton of times xD
the class left with just 20 people
i miss those sound nazrul zulfadli and syiddiq always does
and the duo luo corner
sotong evon qijie and loadx loadx more
i simply miss them
the atmosphere was now so different
it's quiet enough for us to study
but far too quiet
something seemed to go wrong
every teacher came in and ask a qn
is this the class size for your class -.-"
i just miss 3e4 of 2005 x(
recess time laogong and AKY came to school
laogong get his good progress award
he's such a smart boy
love him loadx
and when luan mian mian saw him
she was so shock
she thinks laogong is a ah beng xD
after school
laogong and AKY was waiting for me
we bused to magic wok
have our meal and bused to tmall for some shopping

040106
boring day
i was chasing away the sleepiness to keep me awake
shoo shoo
ms tahiya came out with this plan
5 per group
mixed gender and race
each group to be sitting at a corner
sitting arrangement we decide ourselves
each group will have a corner for our stuffs
group name
decorating our tables
a group leader and ass leader
the plan came out kinda interesting
but the bad thing is she decide the group member
and jane and i get separated
sobs sobs
but my group was great too
sporty and fun arx
they are mohsin arifah ( hajar sis) joanne and gavin
we were voting for the leader and they appoint me
but i reject
i want to slack xD but not on study of course
so i came out with the voting xD
in the end im the ass leader and joanne get to be the leader
our group name is BLACK ACES
cool arx
cox we all want to get As for o level xD
black cox we chose to wrap our table with black paper
sad to say im the geo rep x(
got to work closely with mrs loh
and i dislike my chinese teacher
mdm chai she is just so LAME
i missing laogong real loadx today
i used to go home with him everyday after school
but now so different
i got to be strong and independent
awaiting for friday to come
hopefully i can afford the present he love <3

5:52 PM

Monday, January 02, 2006

NOTE: LONG ENTRY

finally 2005 had left us
and the doggy came =]

2005
i lead a life
a life different from the others

060105
i found him
a guy who was made for me
yesh! he is gary <3
he's a really nice guy
only in him, i can found what is love to me
with my bad attitude and every other bull shit
he show me so much tolerance
knowing that i couldnt drink too much cold stuff
he will scarifice himself to have a cup of hot milo
loadx of time we had spend together
these are always called sweet memories to me
soon this friday
we will be celebrating our first year anniversary
i love you laogong
i cant ask for more
cox i have you

class 3e4
i admit i dont like the class at first
cox it always full of nonsense
but slowly i get to know them better
i chose to take thing more easily
joy and sweat we had when thru
i can always remember the scene we make every geo lesson
my lovely gerls [ ` evon jane sotong meiyun steff and joanne ]
every lesson before recess
orange plate!! green plate!!
loadx of fun with you gerls
i promise i wont forget evon and sotong
especially evon
a gerl who is younger but with a more mature mind than me
a gerl who i learn a lot

e5ians
i left you guys
but i really have to thank you guys
for asking me to take the graduating photo
at that time
i almost shed my tears at the parade square
not forgetting motherly mdm teh
i love her cuteness
i miss you all
will never forget the scene in e5 classroom
all the best for all of you
i know you all will get good grade for o level
and jiten
the 2nd spore idol =]
sing the best that you can
i will be watching the teebee
cheering for you
i will always remember the e5 heartbeat
*thump thump*

my sweetie sistax
[ ` ade xyndee sy joey and mindy ]
been with you gerls for a long time
but we seem to spend lesser time together

to my dearie ade
know you since sec1
though since we are born we live in the same block
you are the one who always comfort me whenever im down
remember sec2 when i break with him
you and kwek are there with me
in the macdonald
ive been crying for hours
and you two shivering with cold
you are a great sistax

to the cutie xyndee
know you since sec 2
but we seem to know each other for so long
been wandering around at orchard with ade
im sure you will never forget it
i had spend lesser time with you gerls
i hope you all wont blame me
you gerls always have a special place in my heart
and i treasure the relationship we have

to the rara sy
a gerl who will always listen to my xin shen
now lesser cox seldom see you online
i still remember you cook for me on my bdae 2004
and im you are my xi fu
though now no longer ler
just hope you will find a guy who you love and
he truely love you

to sweetie joey
congra that you and aloy get promoted to sec5 next year
got to strive hard for o level
i know you are a clever gerls
im glad to see aloy and you together for so long
all the best kiex




311205
the last day of 2005
went to have lunch with laogong
with a BIG BIG surprise he give me
after the lunch the caring ade came with a umbrella
to fetch me to meet her mom and mei mei
have great fun doing the art stuff with ade and carolyn
though the back abit tired xD
wait till laogong end his work
and laogong find that carolyn is a very cute gerl xD
bused to paya lebar with laogong ade carolyn moses and berlin
to meet xyndee and sy
and we mrt-ed to marina square
watch the firework =]
it was nice
sorry friends that i always the first one to leave
sardined my way out of the city link with laogong
suddenly felt spore filled with bangla =x
a group of bo liao guys
keep pushing one another while everybody aint feeling well
and a guy beside me when to push them
serve those bo liao guy ryte xD
oh yah
HAPPIE NEW YEAR!!~~

010106
laogong and i went to bugis
it was raining heavily this few days
laogong bought a gift for his mommy bdae
he is so sweet
went to eastpoint
saw xyndee at the shop
and first thing when i saw her is to gei gei dig my nose xD
and then saw ying chiu and evon
im finding bio tys
but the popular worker say they reprint it
this time im dead
the miss lin gonna nag at me liao
mr choo better come save me xD
have some photo with laogong
hahax~
he is lazy to send me xD
i lurbe him anyway
muackx

11:46 AM

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