Friday, March 31, 2006

what a tiring day. i just cant make myself awake like normal days. but i never miss the chance of bullying mohsin but asking him to hop again xD

ytd have the sport day. but still habe to go for school in the morning. but the shit thing is my didi and i was late for school. it was my first time for my five year in school. arse. it shouldnt count as late one norh. we all didnt late. but is the uncle close the gate so much earlier before announcement. just count myself unlucky. and i only have 3 periods of lesson as 1 is to be punish sitting in the foyer -.-" thank god sotong was there too =x with his didi.

ms tahiya cant believe i was late. nah whatever. and finally i get my yearbook =D after school. went out with joanne and meiyun. meiyun wanted to do extention so we went round searching. have our breakfast then to her house. shop at tmall and cs and get tidbits just to fill our stomach later on. we were so tired that we just sat on the floor in NTUC =x

sport day is boring. i was with joanne the whole session. she's such a nice girl =) we were enjoying the cheerleading done by jupiter mars and venus!!~ nice can?? especially venus one. cause mohsin and elfy in it. with their bunny ear and tail =p circus stuffs done by ernie and many stunt done by the guys. they are so sporting. no wonder so many change to venus.

after the sport day. laogong papa sent laogong to meet me =) laogong was shocked when i say i wave to his papa xD and he says im notie. lalala~~ when to watch ULTRAVIOLET in cs. i dont think it's a nice movie. i even slept while watching. partly because im tired and also the movie doesnt interest me. only the graphic was nice i think. i did watch the movie but not all. so laogong please stop saying tt phrase arx xD

im always jealous. jealous about why other girls' stead will write them testimo?? why the e3 girl's stead can fetch her almost every days. why when it rains other girls' stead will carry a umbrella to fetch them home?? there's too much why i can say. i ask myself. does that means everything?? and my answer is NO. i mean its sweet to do all this stuffs but even i dont have all this. i still can feel his love for me. because he stay far. his transport fee wont be cheap. so i will be extra happy when he came to fetch me once every weekday. he will always call or sms me to ask me sleep early and stuffs. those words cares. although all are simple. but think who will says all this to you every night. so much reasons for me to love him. he just so important to me. love him always <3

7:17 PM

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

i finally made up my mind after having a headache before i slept last night. i decided to do a painting not on the board or canvas. but on the school wall. yah you didnt see wrongly. its the school wall x) as my title will be FREEDOM. and part of the meaning is im stuck in secondary school. be doing the wall with mohsin who is going to do graffiti x) we two will be sharing a wall =) at least i can crap with my bro xD

forgotten to post about sunday. im writing about my daily life duh. laogong and i went to bugis. he bought a mickey mouse in sim lim. and we walk down the street looking at bags. but we have our own opinions so we decided to get our couple bag next time. not forgetting the playful trip in parco. i was looking at all the piggy stuffs. piggy wallet piggy bag piggy keychain. and i tell laogong that they will all be with him to poly xD i told this day to jane and helpful jane advised me to take a look at the wallet shop. *blink* i never thought of that before =x

i passed my bio test. 20/28. first time i get such high marks for my bio. as i always get a just pass. freaking happy can?? go thru chem test and find that actually i have 1 more marks. but thiru refuse to give me. i wrote BUTANE. and she marked there A or E?? i ask her and she replied that my handwriting is too tiny. but i think it is big enuff to see loh. sho much bigger than those in newspaper. BAA~~ SHE'S MAD!!~ >:(

papa only eat sleep watch teebee at home. to him is enjoyable but to me "interesting" didi was real pissed when he keep asking him to wake up and cook. hehs. yup my didi can cook =D he's talented in it. flood me with all the food bah xD

supposed to go laogong house today. but his mommy was at home x( im so depress loh. and i talk to him so rude. im sorry. beat me for not being a gentle girl. bleah =p but he promise to meet me tml =) i miss you laogong. more than you[FULLSTOP] =p

5:21 PM

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

school is always enjoyable with adorable friends around. today i came out with this stupid idea after recess. i look hard at jane's bag. and i told her that we exchange our bags =D and i go leaping around the foyer with her bright red bag =x when i reach the parade square. i set my next target on jsen and then he carries jane's bag and i carry his BIG BUT EMPTY bag. then meiyun join in the fun. she exchange bag with jsen and the red bag was with meiyun in the end and meiyun's on jsen back. jane can you see how attractive is your red bag xD i went running up the staircase with both hands stick out with a new identity as a tortise x) and girls behind me just couldnt stop laughing=x for dont know what reason i do all those childish act. but i admit i have great time acting like a kid =D can you imagine im the eldest in class?? xD

during art. i find my left shoe was torn at the bottom. and i ask for a bluetack from ms shaha for me to stick it back. and its work x) ms shaha and mr mazli once told me that my shoes is so in bad shape. but i can still boast to them that i wear it for 4 years and they store all my knowledge and power inside. bla~ im just good at giving reason and crapping. ms shaha advice me to get a new pair but why waste the money to get one just for a few more months?? and also by tml we have to tell her what we will be needing but i cant make out my mind what i wants to do. maybe painting or installation. someone please give me some idea.

i was named "fan tong" ( pail of rice) by the orange plate auntie during recess. cox i never fail to ask for more rice xD i think i better get myself up and do some exercises before i bloat up into an elephant x) who knows?? heheex~

brr~ getting back bio test tml. ms lin told me joanne and meiyun that many fails. better make me pass. if not i cannot go to the noty boy house and play with fen hong zhu x( he is so notie can. he refuse to send me my photo with fen hong zhu. instead putting in his msn display pic and tease me. heheex~ thats him. my lovely laogong <3


[x] i go gaga over him x)

6:21 PM

Sunday, March 26, 2006

celebrate ade burfdae on 240306. before meeting them. pei laogong to have his health checkup x) have a great day with laogong sy xyndee joey cola and moses at marina square's seoul garden x) moses and i were eating like mad when others already surrendered xD i was so gan jiong until i tripped by moses chair -.-" greedy me.

we have fun guessing those cold jokes and also when joey sy and xyndee were taking photo. xyndee just cant stop giggling there =D and from what i notice. laogong spoke the most to them that day than some other gathering before =)

the making of ice kacang also brighten me up. i insist of decorating moses and cola ice kacang. and i make a big mess with the ingredients. but i feel so sad that i have to leave early. i was too tired as i always sleep at 9 every night. so laogong brought me home. in the train i just dozed off standing xD lying on his chest =) dragged my feets home while sleeping cum walking. laogong was so happy that his dad can fetch him home xD

ytd was at home. cox laogong was too tired to go out x(

laogong promised to go out with me today. as a punishment he have to treat me a meal. lobsters abalone and shark fins not xD now waiting for him to wake up. lazybumbum. LMAO. cant wait to see him later. damn photos on the train just cant work properly. will change it when im free =)

11:18 AM

Thursday, March 23, 2006

laogong give me a surprise ytd. guess what?? he wake up early and travel down to white sand to get mie magic wok thai balacan fried rice xD really happy. he is so thoughtful as he told me he plan it 3 days ago. we ate it at somewhere near ngee ann. and we walk to tmall biting my pencil =D buy something pen campbell bla bla bla. and the AKY called. he is so lame lohx. called laogong ask tell him he at his friend's house. ask him want the house no. or not. ponder whether is it girl or not. but thank god my faithful boy rejected him x) orbie good xD went to have a drink at century foodcourt. we chat alot then. and he set me a target. i will try to get it x) but im sorry that i keep talking back to him x( on the way home i asked laogong why he suddenly decide to give me a surprise. and he told me this few day he think im feeling down. he is wrong this time. im always happy to have him by my side <3

today is like a normal day. nothing much in school. mommy and papa was at home. argh. bored. mommy was complaining to papa that how hard she work. and then my mommy came to tell me he must be nagged so he will know she having a hard life now and also she tell me to not to spend money cause she cant afford to provide us for too long. all thanks to my papa -.-" i know im not suppose to say bad things about my papa. but i really cant stand him. useless junk. he is just making the whole family suffer. didi also coming home late recently. think he doesnt like papa to be at home like me. haix. i wonder how long will it last. "papa you dont have my back!!" >:( god please let the working spirit get back to papa. he cant just stay at home and act as a dead. now the only thing that can make me feel real happy is him. he the only thing i need.

5:46 PM

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

how should i start?? school starts again and i have to wake up early in the morning. argh. ytd nth much happen. but got math test after school. i thought i was going to fail as i didnt prepare myself. lazy =x was chatting on the phone with laogong when i reach home. he really amused me when he told me how he plays with the pink piggy. lalalaax~ i named it fen hong zhu xD an i laid on the bed straight after my dinner. cause my papa was watching teebee and i cant watch my css. sian. called laogong again and i slept at 9 plus. growing fatter due to going to bed just right after my meal especially supper.

nice tuesday =D 3 periods of art. i have 3 mounting boards already. but only 3/4 filled. but im contented although we should already have do more. 3 cheers for me xD during ss. mrs kelvin asked us what we bought for her burfdae pressie which was tml. as we told her if she write her year of birth on our burfdae chart. she will get one xD and i go asking. you want a burfdae bash?? thats a culture for esss xD im mad x) got back my math test result today. get 18/20. hehs. A1 ya. the 2 marks is careless mistake. faint diao. cant believe that doing homework can give me this kind of result. so much better than 2004 =) i promise some that i work hard. and i did x) another 3 cheers xD

papa have been at home. lazy bum bum. hate him. buy lunch also want ask me to buy. at least i hungry i dont buy lunch as im lazy. lalalaa~ xD better off to work soon. spoil my mood when first see him at home. missing laogong right now. haish.

6:02 PM

Sunday, March 19, 2006

yeah!!~ finally i bought my wallet. went to orchard with laogong ytd. and had a big plate of chicken chop spagetti =D get 2 7.15pm V FOR VANDETTA tickets. walked down to far east to find wallet. but found nothing and we go back to taka to get some donuts for our movie.

went to heeren the wallet shop to get my wallet. and suddenly the whole building black out. laogong and i was locked inside the shop -.-" so look around to find myself a wallet while waiting for the door to open. the girls there were friendly and kind. but it already 6.50 and we gonna be late for the movie. so one worker say if we want to leave they have to check our bags so get my wallet then let them checked.

lalalala~~ back to cineleisure. smuggled in our donuts into the cinema =x the movie was great. V was a humorous guy loh. but in the end he died. but i find his hair and mask very funny xD the movie last for about 2 hr and 15 mins.









i was late to go home. so laogong and i went piao yi xD sped down the street to the mrt station. reached tampines and sped home again xD tiring and a fun day with laogong. heex~~ love him more and more each day <3

today will be at home chiong finish my homework. but i know i wont finish it =D tml still have math test after school. sian.

1:22 PM

Saturday, March 18, 2006

woo!!~ was bloghopping just now and came across mr jason wong and miss sim websyte. aww! lovely and sweet. the ways of proposal mr wong did will never fail his love one saes NO. laogong will euu do something lyk this to mie too?? = p *hint hint* xD wonder if theres any students invited. the wedding will definitely make ms sim feel as a princess that day with her faerie looking evening gown. im so jealous now. >.< i wish to go to their wedding lunch. the unique couple x)

the chem test i had ytd surely is a gone case. when i flick to the first page my mind goes "wad is this??" so after the test have our bio prac. and then steph joanne and mie went to buy things at tmart. and i bought a choco waffle for laogong.

bus-ed to sengkang to laogong house. i almost alight at the wrong stop =x went to buy some food at his nearby coffee shop and go to his house to eat. was doing homework while he was plaeing his game. after awhile i slacken and watched teebee then computer game xD our stomach groan and his dad went down to buy chai fan. share a packet with him. his dad saes that im a guai kia when im in the room. yupyup. im a guai kia. glad that he know that. unlyk moi parent loh. alwaex tynk that im a problematic one. left at evening and dozing in the bus till tampines. tired day due to waking up earlie. sian skool -.-

12:37 PM

Thursday, March 16, 2006

im so bored ryte now. for the past 2 hours i onie came out with a half butterfly sketch. my mind just cant concentrate well. headache >(

headed to raffles with laogong ytd. then suntec and then marina square. was shopping for a wallet to replace my torn one. came by with 2 wallets but i couldnt came out with a decision. i like part of both. cant it just be 2 in 1?? xD we saw a pri school boy like 9 or 10 yrs old playing HOUSE OF THE DEAD4 and he can play even better than the adults. so cool. wanted to watch movie at cs but we reach there was too late. everytym i have to go home early x( unlyk others. sobs. so we went to void deck chat. on the way saw his 2 cousins xD karen and jieneng i simplie enjoyed the day with him =D

wake up earlie todae for math remedial. was so feeling empty in our stomach so mie joanne and stef went to buy waffles. hehs i bought 2 for myself xD just a bored day for mie lohx. sian. i hate my papa laziness. if it cont lyk this i wonder how am i going to survive. piss >( starting to detest the feeling of . . .

4:02 PM

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

i went to watch DATE MOVIE ytd with laogong at cs. i laugh madly in the cinema cause it was really farnie. some part of it was gross. it's when the two father play basketball. OMG!!~ and also the arse cat xD make me feel like vomiting.







after the movie we went to tmall basement buy mee sua and eat that at void deck. walked to xiuhao house. there was super duper big dog at his house. and it likes to pounce on ppl. when i step into the room. the dog actually wanted to pounce on me and i was so scare that i will be flatten by it. but thank god auntie hold it for me xD the dog is somehow big lyk to my waist?? its eyes is beautiful. like human wearing contact lenses =D shishun and kiwi was at his house also. played naruto 3 with laogong. im a loser lohx. baax~~ then laogong and i walked to eastpoint eat laksa. then bus-ed home. in the bus saw garry xD

well i was telling laogong i had this strange feeling when we arent together. and he too had this feeling. yup. we both have become part of each other life. i wonder how long will this feeling last. but i hope it will burn forever and never end. words just cant express how much i need him by my syde. i just lurbe him<3

today he went out with his friends for lan. and i was at home using the laptop. doing some work later on bahx. so bored. yawn. missing him.

3:00 PM

Sunday, March 12, 2006

photo upload =)













































so many foto sia. but i already taken alot of photo away by not uploading them. i dont want any boliao or bad comment about this post. thx loadx =D

3:57 PM


ytd went to orchard. shop at cine. heeren and taka. bought a donut to eat. hahaax~ mine was nyce lohx. but laogong dont lyk his one. den we mrt-ed back to pasir ris. waited for weixiong and jasmine to come.

while waiting we were "bluing" our lip to make a songs xD and also play black white guess xD fun to be with him lohx. then when they came we walked down to coasta sand. on the way saw some malay kids filming children show at the interchange. am i on teebee?? xD

so we went to hui geok's bro bdae chalet. hui geok is a nice host. and also his family members and relatives. after eating the buffet. went into the room and play taidi. punishment is the one holding the most cards in the end have to eat one xtra spicy otak xD after a few round. intend to play bowling and pool. so ask along her lil cousins to go. but all was fully book. so i went home. laogong weixiong and jasmine go plae lan. oya there is a lil boi there call lin jun jie. his so cute =D keep throwing the balloons. he is the limelight there lohx =)

finally laogong sent mie the pic which was taken long ago. upload later =D

2:47 PM

Friday, March 10, 2006

HURRAY!!~ finally its end of term one but sad to say. i had a huge "mountain" of holiday homework to be done. and also will be going back to school during holidays for math remedial chemistry test and also bio practical. arse. im so unwilling to go. adult just dont understand what it mean by holidays to us.

like i wrote on my past post. was meeting laogong ytd. but i cancelled it. due to the compulsory NKF learning trip. was bored there. but the girls with me just make me happy. especially joanne xD the funniest part is. we took a mini van to the headquarter. just like the van we took to go to marina south and have steamboat. budget!~ at least get a more comfort one for the 20 of us mahx. aiyo >( its the first time i go to the dialysis centre. im glad i didnt fainted when i saw those blood. black aces chat with a uncle named steven?? he told us not to eat too much salt. and i was shocked that my fav fruit banana contain salt too x( we gave him our hand made card to cheer him up. supporting him. and well. tahiya says we did a good job of the card. i think we deserve the praise. its really creative =D the rest of it i wont talk about it. it just boring. went back and stopped at tmart. and we chiong to buy waffles as we were all hungry. and i bought 3 xD one for my didi. im so caring =x xD

today meet laogong. he was late. arbish. went to cs watch THE SHAGGY DOG. wasnt a nice show. i expect it to be better. quite boring. but i just like the dogs and also the animal in the show xD before we catch the movie went to eat at tmall foodcourt. i didnt buy food for myself so i take a lot of pinch of laogong food when he wasnt there =x after the movie we buy cup corns and basak malam and then sit at the void deck discussing signatures and stuffs x) i love to be pampered by him <3

was asked to report to school tml for parent teacher dialogue meeting. sorrie for those who posted to have duty with me. IM NOT GOING!!~ i wouldnt want to wake up early in the morning to go there and hear scolding from monster teh mrs lee and jalanie(donnoe how to spell)

6:41 PM

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

felt so tired in school todae. think my mind cant work well without enough sleep. today is just an ordinanary day. nothing special. find i cannot express myself very well. my friends always have a hard time thinking what am i talking about. joanne once says that i speak bits by bits. and then she have to link all the things and then she know what am talking about. this isnt good. my oral exam will definitely will be a F9 if i still couldnt speak well. i cant phrase sentence properly with many grammatical error. OMG!!~ i scare i will flung my english. gosh. i have to do something before i regret it.

tml laogong will be coming to fetch me after school. was suppose to go to the NKF thing but i think i dont want to go. mohsin jason and jane also will not be going. think jane was been annoyed when i keep asking her she confirm not going for donnoe how many times. im going to catch a movie tml. woohoo!!~ i miss laogong <3

7:35 PM

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

didnt go to school todae. actually had already prepared to step out of the door but then after some thought i change back to my home clothes and sleep in my cosy bed xD wonder jane and joanne got miss my crapness or not. hahaax~

ytd after school supposed to go for bio practical but i pon with jane. but we go home. went home changed and meet laogong. eat at east link then we shop for winson's bdae pressie. then i oso search for something for someone =x i like that thing but dont whether that someone will like or not. bused down to downtown east to find winson. it already 5.45 and he just check in with his dad. so we help him carry his stuffs with ah mu kiwi and kiwi 2 other friends. was watching teebee when i reach there. after finish the 7pm show i went home. then came all his friends one by one group by group. laogong insist in sending me home. so he have to go back there again later. can you imagine his bus fare somemore some arsething happens.

here it goes the bus for dont know what reason. the bus driver refuse to drive. shyt him. i tht it a red light or the driver was sleeping but actually becox of the dumb ezlink machine. i dont understand y he just stopped the bus there. without caring the passenger or apologising for him taking such a long time. worst thing is that all of us in the bus are watching campus superstar and suddenly he stopped there is no sound from the mobile teebee. piss off. so everyone alight the bus and went to another bus. each adult paying 2 bucks for the pathetic journey. arsehole. no wonder i see newspaper also got ppl wryte about bus 21. BOO!!~

sunday xyndee and i was searching for some stuffs. she bought something. me too xD i bought spectacles =x was snacking on the way. each bought the crispy chicken from xi men. and the greedy me get another dou hua=D im growing so bloated xD

2:51 PM

Sunday, March 05, 2006

shop around bugis yesterday with laogong. and we went to marina square. have ramen for our lunch. wanted to catch DATE MOVIE which laogong says it already start showing. but actually not yet so we wait for another time. walk down to esplanade and went back to the stall to get the sweet corn and also a drink. after that we walk to mrt station and back to tampines. the day seem to be short though. but im contented that we spend time together x)

meeting the moo soon. go out for a lil shopping session xD laogong suppose to go out with his classmates for gathering. but for dont know what reason it was cancelled. so poor boy have to stay at home.

life we have changed. time spent has also lessen. im learning to get use with it or maybe i can say im used to it. im more a independent girl now . not like before. i am growing 17 =D may our relationship and love remain the same or should i say even better x)

3:09 PM

Saturday, March 04, 2006

went to the chalet ytd with laogong. i lurbe the time spend together with xyndee ade mindy joey sy moses yan yan cola and of course laogong. they rox my world. when we were in the room all of us laze on the bed watching teebee. and the funny part is that they were so bored of the show that they can memorise the lines which they watched 3 times xD

ytd was the first time we saw cola stead =D and also my first time to see xyndee and garry stead. but didnt really see how they look like lohx. think they abit shy. bbq was fun starting the fire with xyndee. and we started the fire even faster than the guys who does it usually. girls p0wer ehx xD

oyah the funniest part is when the guys came. sy was feeling so lonely at first. and ahwee came so ah wee suggest to sy to ask her jio him xD and they "stead" for awhile and then claimed watch movie then patch. farnie lahx them xD

after the bbq some of us slack in the room. and soon laogong sent me home. although the time i spend with them is short. but at least i can get to see them again =) so im thinking to have a kbox session with the girls. will plan it out soon x)

on the way home. laogong and me was feeling real sleepy. and we slept on the bus. at that moment. i was hoping that the driver drive real slowly cox i lurbe the feeling with him by my side <3

1:10 PM

Thursday, March 02, 2006

i felt so neglected recently =( i know what the cause but for my good. i think i better dont mention anything about that. im gradually growing fatter and uglier. been eating alot of food and food and FOOD!!~ even my papa was shocked when he see me eating continually. issit because my brain need to work so i need lotsa energy by eating food?? i craving to go genki sushi again after that day i went with qijie and meiyun.

[x] see the list of food i can eat xD


[x] some of my favourite

and who happen to go there and eat. pls give me your receipt nehx. i want to have this cute membership card x) need at least 200 dollars within 2 months


my o level fee is like a bomb. 327 dollars. OMG!!~ i can have lotsa meal with it. cant imagine how my mommy pay the amount including my didi N level fee will be even worse. i dont have the gut to tell my mommy i will be going to the chalet. my mommy always scold me when i go out without telling her. and she will goes saying if you tell me i will definitely let you go. but everytime i tell her. she wont allow me. this type of lies always confuse me.

life without him by my side. . . i just feel so small and miserable. but how much will he knows?? i cant wait to see him.

7:08 PM

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

just came home not long ago =x went to watch BIG MOMMA'S HOUSE 2 xD i like the movie especially the dog and the lil boy. hahaax i will rate it with many many stars* i still want to catch another movie called DATE MOVIE which is nc16.

today school was as usual. im more aware of what i have to do for my art now after some explaination given by mdm shaha. jiayou arx shujuan!!~ tahiya was forcing us to go for a course on dont know what english thing. it not compulsory but she want the whole class to go for the sake of her face =x it will be held at orchard and 2hr30mins with a 30 mins break cost 25 dollars [not including food]. worst till it was held on the june holiday. time 8.30 - 11.30am and 2-5pm. wth hell lohx. it so early if you go for the 8.30 one count the time you need to travel. and 2?? who will want to go there to study when other were happily shopping?? shujuan dont like to study when she dont want to study xD

assembly came 3 person who claim that they can sing acapella. but i think they are not professional at all. the guy was late for the assembly without apologising when he came in. and still their singing wasnt that good. especially when they sing CANT TAKE MY EYES OF YOU. surely everyone can hear they were out loh. unless you really cannot hear that. after school laogong came and fetch me. so we go have lunch with aky and yew huat. then we are off to watch movie =D im missing laogong more and more. i always cant bare to leave him when i have to go home. AHHH!!~ depressed x(

i want to go to the chalet. I WANT TO GO!!~

7:45 PM

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